Just done with my O's and am currently working at SIX Accessories.
Am attached with my sweet honeybee Fahmy since October the 4th.
My honeybee, Fahmy.
Friday, January 23, 2009
22 January 2009
Woke up and called boyfriend early in the morning and he didn't pick up so i ended up sleeping.Boyfriend and me finally woke up drawing to 1100 hrs.Bathe and got ready and out suppose to drop by his house first before heading down to Alexandra Hospital but his mum's appointment was at 1300hrs.So he'd picked me up from Queenstown station and met his parents at the hospital.After his mum almost done with setting her new date and all bf and me went off first to queensway mall.
Did survey some stuffs and im going back there after i get my pay..MUST!!!
Whats that another mall opposite IKEA? oh!to tell u guys theres BILLABONG OUTLET there..cheap :)
In the day we had mee hoon goreng mama and at night we had double cheeseburger and popeyes!!!Argh deliciouso..heh!!
Then head home..and the rest of the story only me n bf know
ok my fellow followers..
i'll be meeting shafiq and anisah today..just to sit n chit chat..
im missing all my close friends dearly missing u guys..update me aite?when u all get ur JAE results?
10:57 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Woke up and called boyfriend early in the morning and he didn't pick up so i ended up sleeping.Boyfriend and me finally woke up drawing to 1100 hrs.Bathe and got ready and out suppose to drop by his house first before heading down to Alexandra Hospital but his mum's appointment was at 1300hrs.So he'd picked me up from Queenstown station and met his parents at the hospital.After his mum almost done with setting her new date and all bf and me went off first to queensway mall.
Did survey some stuffs and im going back there after i get my pay..MUST!!!
Whats that another mall opposite IKEA? oh!to tell u guys theres BILLABONG OUTLET there..cheap :)
In the day we had mee hoon goreng mama and at night we had double cheeseburger and popeyes!!!Argh deliciouso..heh!!
Then head home..and the rest of the story only me n bf know
ok my fellow followers..
i'll be meeting shafiq and anisah today..just to sit n chit chat..
im missing all my close friends dearly missing u guys..update me aite?when u all get ur JAE results?
10:57 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
20 January 2009
Met sastri early afternoon at her house and ate rice with spicy barbecued stingray and off for her appointment at Changi General Hospital.
Joey called when i was on my way to sastri's house.
babe,im sorry i had plans with sastri and bf.perhaps next time ok?
After sastri's checkup appointment,we head back to tampines.Having the intention of someone wanting to buy her eyeliner. Apparently,she forgot about everything.Only until we were sitting under the void deck enjoying our bubble tea and Old Chang Ke that she realise,she have not purchase her eyeliner.(sastri has short term memory,hehe~)
So she was too lazy to turn back.After talking,eating and drinking i head up to marina bay station to meet boyfriend. Suppose to meet him at the bus stop nearby but i got lost of directions and the banglas ain't helping everyone was so scary.hah!
Called boyfriend and he picked me at another bustop near by.
Head down to Marina South Pier,
(ariah loves called asking if i wanted to take the train together with her but i had to hurry and meet boyfriend as im running late and she was only in the bus reaching tampines interchange.Sorry sayang!next time ok?)
boyfriend has been very sweet lately ehkk...
he packed food from home for both of us.
There's fried chicken wings and drumlets OK?!(my favourite)
along with the pecked rice and vege and delicious sambal goreng pengatin.
(how do i translate that in english?)
But it had paru so i didnt quite get to enjoy the sambal goreng pangatin.
Overall it was nice and sweet..credits to boyfriend for making my day..
Muhd fahmy,
once again have succeeded in stealing rafiqah's heart.
round of applause!
Going 2120 hrs,we ride off to collect my pay before the shop close.Call shasha and inform her that I'm coming before 2200 hrs.
After collecting my pay we went to Esplande by the bay and sat down with corn in a cup and a bottle of plain water.Ate-talk-laugh-hug and all...Doing things that couples do when in love kinda thing and i felt like eating M&M's MINT chocolate?!!!!??!So went to the shop and they do not have it?!Sobsobsob...
Head to the toilet and walk to the bike and we ride home.
Everyone should try the M&M's MINT!!Super addictive!!
Thank you boyfriend for everything...
10:20 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Met sastri early afternoon at her house and ate rice with spicy barbecued stingray and off for her appointment at Changi General Hospital.
Joey called when i was on my way to sastri's house.
babe,im sorry i had plans with sastri and bf.perhaps next time ok?
After sastri's checkup appointment,we head back to tampines.Having the intention of someone wanting to buy her eyeliner. Apparently,she forgot about everything.Only until we were sitting under the void deck enjoying our bubble tea and Old Chang Ke that she realise,she have not purchase her eyeliner.(sastri has short term memory,hehe~)
So she was too lazy to turn back.After talking,eating and drinking i head up to marina bay station to meet boyfriend. Suppose to meet him at the bus stop nearby but i got lost of directions and the banglas ain't helping everyone was so scary.hah!
Called boyfriend and he picked me at another bustop near by.
Head down to Marina South Pier,
(ariah loves called asking if i wanted to take the train together with her but i had to hurry and meet boyfriend as im running late and she was only in the bus reaching tampines interchange.Sorry sayang!next time ok?)
boyfriend has been very sweet lately ehkk...
he packed food from home for both of us.
There's fried chicken wings and drumlets OK?!(my favourite)
along with the pecked rice and vege and delicious sambal goreng pengatin.
(how do i translate that in english?)
But it had paru so i didnt quite get to enjoy the sambal goreng pangatin.
Overall it was nice and sweet..credits to boyfriend for making my day..
Muhd fahmy,
once again have succeeded in stealing rafiqah's heart.
round of applause!
Going 2120 hrs,we ride off to collect my pay before the shop close.Call shasha and inform her that I'm coming before 2200 hrs.
After collecting my pay we went to Esplande by the bay and sat down with corn in a cup and a bottle of plain water.Ate-talk-laugh-hug and all...Doing things that couples do when in love kinda thing and i felt like eating M&M's MINT chocolate?!!!!??!So went to the shop and they do not have it?!Sobsobsob...
Head to the toilet and walk to the bike and we ride home.
Everyone should try the M&M's MINT!!Super addictive!!
Thank you boyfriend for everything...
10:20 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Saturday, January 17, 2009
more pics to come
1:36 PM love like there's no tomorrow
'It started as a small nugget of pain deep inside but it grew and grew until it was a huge choking ball of agony'
ive nothing much to say.
12:27 PM love like there's no tomorrow
ive nothing much to say.
12:27 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Its was not a good start for today..
smses from brother made me pull a long face all afternoon till i meet boyfriend.
He still doesn't know whats the matter all about.
Can say I'm truly hurt by brother's smses.
It has been because of him all this while.
The times we use to have late night chit chats in his room before we sleep had no longer been the same.I've been trying to come up with a conversation every time i see him at home but it wasn't as how i expected it to be.?It all changed.
Every now and then i leave his room will tears down my cheeks.So sad and disappointed but i didn't declare or bother him with what i feel/think.I was kind-hearted enough to let him rest after the long tiring day he had despite me feeling the way i was.So i have been holding back all that for very long now.
Somehow i felt that your using me as a rebound for your own benefits.You lie for your own selfish needs but you never gave a thought on how i would feel and the only thing you would say that I'm being petty.Ever since i ran away from home back in my younger days,you are the one looking for me but you don't know it was because of you that i ran away from home.Mum and dad has always been comparing...because they see you being successful being the one that has a good future while kakak having a hard life and me,have yet to know.
Everyone's pressurizing me and unknowingly i don't even know how to decide for my own future because everyone plans for me.Leaving me not knowing what i really want.Get my point here?
I can't even make a simple decision of what to eat and where to go because it has always been someone making the choice for me.Even so that all this is happening it does not really matter if i have you to make it all feel so right where it should be..talking to you..disturbing you..
Sometimes I'm jealous of not being the main spotlight by mum and dad.They leave food for you..and me?you hear it yourself didn't you the other day?
After prayers,i bathe and went out.
It was because i can't seem to swallow what they say..
So what I'm fat?that doesn't mean i don't need to eat?
And now that I'm working everyone knows i earn just enough to feed myself n pay for my own expenses but they find me for money.
You know how hard it has been for me?
For you to understand me is what i need.I don't need you to vent your anger on me knowing its not my fault.I'm not your girlfriend making you angry but I'm trying to shared the kind of happiness i feel even treated this way.
It has always been me that he say I've to 'grow up' and not be 'petty'?what does it take to be a grown up?Not being moved by the hurtful actions and demands?All the expectations and assumptions u make towards me?
It has always been me not appreciating what he has done?
all the presents and stuff he buys me during my birthday.
yes,i have yet to buy him anything in return but if he thinks that i haven't been thinking of what to buy,let him be.You so high-class standard what makes you think i have enough to spare for your stuff?or even choose something that u might like i don't know.i really don't know.
Sometimes you think i mix with the wrong kind of people but in fact those people taught me lots of things in life.
Don't judge the book by its cover because you never know how the story starter or ended.
But because you always did you'll never believe the kind of fun,excitement,experience,love and lots more to mention.I feel how others feel that sometimes,i just wish i could take all the pain from them.
So today smses between you had made the end of our conversation,for sure.today you have came to know about the kind of sister you have or should you not call me your sister?
because i never did anything for..that's just for you to know isn't it?
iron Ur clothes when your rushing for time..when there's just only me at home u ask me to help u out with this and that..being so nice for just what you want..
yes Ur hurt,i am too.
i never will know how this will make things better.i hope I'll get to know..
11:42 PM love like there's no tomorrow
smses from brother made me pull a long face all afternoon till i meet boyfriend.
He still doesn't know whats the matter all about.
Can say I'm truly hurt by brother's smses.
It has been because of him all this while.
The times we use to have late night chit chats in his room before we sleep had no longer been the same.I've been trying to come up with a conversation every time i see him at home but it wasn't as how i expected it to be.?It all changed.
Every now and then i leave his room will tears down my cheeks.So sad and disappointed but i didn't declare or bother him with what i feel/think.I was kind-hearted enough to let him rest after the long tiring day he had despite me feeling the way i was.So i have been holding back all that for very long now.
Somehow i felt that your using me as a rebound for your own benefits.You lie for your own selfish needs but you never gave a thought on how i would feel and the only thing you would say that I'm being petty.Ever since i ran away from home back in my younger days,you are the one looking for me but you don't know it was because of you that i ran away from home.Mum and dad has always been comparing...because they see you being successful being the one that has a good future while kakak having a hard life and me,have yet to know.
Everyone's pressurizing me and unknowingly i don't even know how to decide for my own future because everyone plans for me.Leaving me not knowing what i really want.Get my point here?
I can't even make a simple decision of what to eat and where to go because it has always been someone making the choice for me.Even so that all this is happening it does not really matter if i have you to make it all feel so right where it should be..talking to you..disturbing you..
Sometimes I'm jealous of not being the main spotlight by mum and dad.They leave food for you..and me?you hear it yourself didn't you the other day?
After prayers,i bathe and went out.
It was because i can't seem to swallow what they say..
So what I'm fat?that doesn't mean i don't need to eat?
And now that I'm working everyone knows i earn just enough to feed myself n pay for my own expenses but they find me for money.
You know how hard it has been for me?
For you to understand me is what i need.I don't need you to vent your anger on me knowing its not my fault.I'm not your girlfriend making you angry but I'm trying to shared the kind of happiness i feel even treated this way.
It has always been me that he say I've to 'grow up' and not be 'petty'?what does it take to be a grown up?Not being moved by the hurtful actions and demands?All the expectations and assumptions u make towards me?
It has always been me not appreciating what he has done?
all the presents and stuff he buys me during my birthday.
yes,i have yet to buy him anything in return but if he thinks that i haven't been thinking of what to buy,let him be.You so high-class standard what makes you think i have enough to spare for your stuff?or even choose something that u might like i don't know.i really don't know.
Sometimes you think i mix with the wrong kind of people but in fact those people taught me lots of things in life.
Don't judge the book by its cover because you never know how the story starter or ended.
But because you always did you'll never believe the kind of fun,excitement,experience,love and lots more to mention.I feel how others feel that sometimes,i just wish i could take all the pain from them.
So today smses between you had made the end of our conversation,for sure.today you have came to know about the kind of sister you have or should you not call me your sister?
because i never did anything for..that's just for you to know isn't it?
iron Ur clothes when your rushing for time..when there's just only me at home u ask me to help u out with this and that..being so nice for just what you want..
yes Ur hurt,i am too.
i never will know how this will make things better.i hope I'll get to know..
11:42 PM love like there's no tomorrow
yada yada yada..
ok everyone's excited for their 18th birthday while i still have 11 months to go till im celebrating mine.WAH!
Anyway...something's on my mind.its annoyingly irritating pestering me everyday.
Well i guess all know that the O level results will be release soon.Sigh
i got butterflies in my tummy...ohhh!my...ohhh my...pray hard for a better life.what i know this is not the end.amin!!
8:41 AM love like there's no tomorrow
ok everyone's excited for their 18th birthday while i still have 11 months to go till im celebrating mine.WAH!
Anyway...something's on my mind.its annoyingly irritating pestering me everyday.
Well i guess all know that the O level results will be release soon.Sigh
i got butterflies in my tummy...ohhh!my...ohhh my...pray hard for a better life.what i know this is not the end.amin!!
8:41 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Monday, January 5, 2009
Went to meet boyfriend
actually it was our 3rd mnth ann just now earlier in the day
spent our time at his house watch tv n eat then off to botanical garden.Sight seeing..
didnt bring anything to feed the fishes n swans(only two,sweet kan?)..
then talk and went crazy singing..after that we head down to adam's road..to eat..
went off to pasir ris park n sit down..solve some minor things..and here i am blogging cause i just settled down..finish bathing and all..
And i realise we were smoke free the whole day!Awesome!
I had a simple celebration with him for our 3rd...looking forward for more..
SO yeahh..may our relationship blossom even more..
to joey:
sorry about just now.we'll have that fav food of ours soon ok?u n i have a date together..
1:20 AM love like there's no tomorrow
actually it was our 3rd mnth ann just now earlier in the day
spent our time at his house watch tv n eat then off to botanical garden.Sight seeing..
didnt bring anything to feed the fishes n swans(only two,sweet kan?)..
then talk and went crazy singing..after that we head down to adam's road..to eat..
went off to pasir ris park n sit down..solve some minor things..and here i am blogging cause i just settled down..finish bathing and all..
And i realise we were smoke free the whole day!Awesome!
I had a simple celebration with him for our 3rd...looking forward for more..
SO yeahh..may our relationship blossom even more..
to joey:
sorry about just now.we'll have that fav food of ours soon ok?u n i have a date together..
1:20 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Thursday, January 1, 2009
So its a New year to get-set-ready-and-go!
Enjoyed my every spend moment back in 2008 with my fellow 5Ns..but now its time to look forward to new excitement in 2009 in which i believe i won't ever forget you guys!?!for sure!
Not forgetting my other friends out there...this new year..and christmas im thankful for the best present.My man. I look forward to get to know more about you. This year 2009 will be the year to pick up new skills and be optimistic because theres no point crying over spilled water in the sand people.What i know even having insumountable problems there is ways to get things solve.
Never give up because you know you have to make it through.Best of luck my mates..till we meet..
2009 i look forward to
take the cable car
pick up new sports
get fit
get organised
get selected in the art industry
be equipped with great grooming etiquette
have new stlye
have new wardrobe
financial independent
have respect to the elders
control the language
learn and understand the imperfections
be extra hardworking
always update my blog
not take things easy in life
know what i want
make my own decisions
take great charge in my own problems
be there for my friends..family..boyfriend..
a great list of them..too much to be typed out
So im sure i'll be able to occupy time with benefits
and im sure you all will too..
12:17 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Enjoyed my every spend moment back in 2008 with my fellow 5Ns..but now its time to look forward to new excitement in 2009 in which i believe i won't ever forget you guys!?!for sure!
Not forgetting my other friends out there...this new year..and christmas im thankful for the best present.My man. I look forward to get to know more about you. This year 2009 will be the year to pick up new skills and be optimistic because theres no point crying over spilled water in the sand people.What i know even having insumountable problems there is ways to get things solve.
Never give up because you know you have to make it through.Best of luck my mates..till we meet..
2009 i look forward to
take the cable car
pick up new sports
get fit
get organised
get selected in the art industry
be equipped with great grooming etiquette
have new stlye
have new wardrobe
financial independent
have respect to the elders
control the language
learn and understand the imperfections
be extra hardworking
always update my blog
not take things easy in life
know what i want
make my own decisions
take great charge in my own problems
be there for my friends..family..boyfriend..
a great list of them..too much to be typed out
So im sure i'll be able to occupy time with benefits
and im sure you all will too..
12:17 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I've collected my Emporio Armani specs on Monday, 29 December.
Yes im pretty happy with the choice that ive made.Sorry
haven't had the chance to update a proper entry.Pictures to be
uploaded but lazy buzy and lazy buzzy bee..
Anyway i welcome 2009 with open hands.May there be better and greater achievements
to come.Wishing e loved ones a Happy New Year!May our relationship blossom even more in 2009 ehhk b? *winkz*
11:25 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Yes im pretty happy with the choice that ive made.Sorry
haven't had the chance to update a proper entry.Pictures to be
uploaded but lazy buzy and lazy buzzy bee..
Anyway i welcome 2009 with open hands.May there be better and greater achievements
to come.Wishing e loved ones a Happy New Year!May our relationship blossom even more in 2009 ehhk b? *winkz*
11:25 PM love like there's no tomorrow